YESTERDAY'S GONE

sat: saw him at cineleisure wen melody acc me go smke. my blood went to the brim, had headaches aft tt. spoilt my mood. n sales were so bad, the crowd was lessen due to free entry at zouk i guess, its halloween night. shit.

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4:00 AM

真的对不起, 感情不能勉强. 非常谢谢你的关心.

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4:00 PM

im lookin forward to dis comin sunday, e first time off on sunday since i converted to part-timer (:

anyway i didnt realize sth until yuning n cheryl told me durin break tday. dey realized dat i've a craze for ribbons. i wore at least 3 ribbons everyday to sch, can be found on thins like shoes, hair band, tops, bag n e list goes on. dey say n i look at myself, its true, sooo true. i guess i've somehow develop cravings for ribbons stuffs, ohmygood.

anyway, my aunt gave me dis bag as a gift:

i was shock as dis is e first tym her taste suits mine, haha. anyway thankyou (= i rily love it bcos im lookin for 1 too...

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7:50 PM

cheryl 发言 in e canteen

wed: headed to bugis wit nadia, cheryl, amran & kaiying aft sch. we had dinner at nadia's fav halal shp for dinner, e food was pretty gd.

amran wit his fake smile, lol

n guess wad? we made our way to e national library, it has been decades since i went to a library, so cant believe im steppin into e place. but of cos we didnt borrow bks or read bks la, we jus simply find seats dere n start usin lappy. dey wna study for test, i had no hart thus looked thru abit n started to surf e net n do my own tings.

ky, dia, cheryl

b4 gng hme, we went to food junction to hav deserts. all of us wanted beancurd bt dun hav, thus cheryl ordered chendol, nadia & amran ordered ice kachang, i gt nth in mind so jus order anythin i c, which is mango pudding.

this is so unfair )=

i didnt realize i was creatin a joke, e puddin is so tiny(as u can c frm e pics) and it was filled in a big bowl. worst thin was it tasted awful & its most e exp among all of us. evry1 started breakin into laughter wen dey look at me. hahaha.

cheryl showing stunts

hw enjoyable dey are
tt was not e end, e things tt i hav said while eatin our deserts made them simply go crazy. dey said i was out of point n dey laughed n ate at e same time. but i think wad i said were relevant leh, lol. we culd finish our deserts in 10 mins, but bcos of dis mango pudding, we delayed it for about half an hour, doin nth else but laughin, lol. wad a night spent.

i've learnt my lesson

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6:53 PM

New ktv pub at Boat Quay

Access room, located at 29 circular road

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Do come down & support! =D

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2:08 AM

Eric sent me dis love test, did it out of boredness. anyway everybody can try, its pretty accurate (: here's e link: http://www.fg.tp.edu.tw/~d1351935/php-4.htm

My results: 你的心思細膩，感情豐富，對人也很體貼，在團體中不會成為顯眼的角色，卻是大家最佳的心靈窗口。偶有驚人之舉。值得注意的是，這類人在社會中通常較多，平實的個性，想要出人頭地非得有驚人的意志力，多多加油吧！個性害羞的妳在愛情上算是比較被動的人，不常主動表達自己的心意，因此通常默默付出。但你體貼善良的性情卻能讓同道的異性受到妳的關懷與善意，如果能對愛情更積極點，相信會更有助益呦

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2:03 AM

sun: melody, cat & i decided to find san at ps for lunch. i arrived on tym, melody came late & cat cant even wke up -.- so went down to smke n jalan2, came back wit 2 tops )=

hungry ah san

ichican

decided to hav lunch at ichiban sushi. since san started her pick on sushis, she has nv been tokin until she finish her all her food. i duno, mayb she was jus too hungry, or e food are too delicious. haa, its funy dat she's so silent.

aft dat made my way to white sands to wrk, hw i wish i can go shoppin w melody or jus stay at home n rest. so disheartenin to c ppl enjoyin while im wrkin lyk shit. especially in sch, aft lessons my frns wil discuss wer to go or wad to eat & wadsoever, im 1 of e fews dat oways hav to rush to wrk.

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1:45 AM

a few days ago, received a msg frm sumone dat i've alrdy left in my past. i showed e msg to melody, she immediately deleted it w/o askin my permission. she asked me to pretend tt i've nv receive it. i duno hw to react, i duno wads e msg's intention, n i dun wna noe, i guess im rily gonna pretend dat i nv receive it, i jus hope dere's a clear line btw me & him, n i dun wna hav any interactions w him anymre.

snapshot by san in cab

anyway ytd bought a blue dress frm pandora's box, aimed very long but dun hav tym to go n tke a look, even though e shop is jus a few steps away frm my outlet, haa. im gonna hav lunch later w san, cat & melody at ps, n den move on to white sands for work. been workin & schlin evryday dis wk, reali shag. so wna go to lalaland nw, no 1 can stp me. nytes ^.^V

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4:30 AM

bday cake

bday wishes (:

happy 19th's bday!

thurs: wewa! tday is nadia's bday (= aft attendin e tok on drugs, most of W24C's ppl met at W2's lounge to celebrate her bday for her. she gt a shock wen she cum, cos she knew nuts abt e celebration.

so yeah, a bday song, bday cake, bday presents, bday kiss & hugs specially from all of us to her, haa. finally see a pretty smile on her face, evry 1 was rily contented.

msg to nadia: wish u a gr8 19th's bday, tks for givin joy to W24C, u'll always be remembered (:

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12:14 PM

mon: freakin tired, 1st day of sch n im already so tired.. monday blues i guess. anyway went to wrk today, me & melody bought e same pair of earrings but of diff colours frm e push cart outside. roses which are rily pretty (:

rosesrosesroses

aft wrk, went to hong kong cafe wit ah san & melody aft wrk. e cheese baked rice makes me understand wad is full, i ate half of it n im alrdy very full. san & melody stil pushed other dishes to me n ask me to try, awwww.

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12:59 PM

summary of these few days: ups and downs.

i duno, jus felt emotionally unstable. can b of a very gd mood dis moment, and e nxt moment is another side of me. i guess i nid sum peace & rest sumhw, seriously.

anyway happy bday to tien shen (12th oct), may all ur wishes cum true, & all yr probs gone asap, hav a nice day (=

jus nw yuting toked to me on msn, e things she told me reali surprise me, n it wasnt a gr8 surprise. jus hope e decision she made wil make her feel btr, i rily appreciate her as a frn, hopefully she wil return to her real self & reunion wit all her frns 1 day, includin me ):

好像缺了一块, 再也拼不回来.

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5:02 AM

mortips
wed: another schlin day... bored as usual. aft sch met jackson at cp to hav dinner, while waitin for him, jus went ard jalan2. unexpectedly, i went in to mortips n gt myself a pair of earrings & a bangle dat caught my eyes immediately. i tot dat was e end of it, but wen i came across a jumper at 77th street, i almost gt it, jus dat dey onli left display which has quite abit of probs. say gdbye to tt ohsonice jumper )=

wen i rch hme, wanted to get down to punggol plaza to get sum cosmetics, gt myself a loreal mascara n foundation sponge. dats not e end of it! i came across this store tt sells sooo many cute things. e thought of buyin small gifts for melody dey all is here agn. and yes, gt passport holders for waisee and melody, n a sweet nail cutter for ah san. i've lost control, see wad buy wad. wad a random day.

i realized a common thing among all pp, wen u seriously wna buy sth, u wun gt anythin at e end of e day. wen u jus randomly look ard, dis is e time u grab hold of many things & eventually bring dem home. wad is this? human nature?

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1:40 AM

thurs: yoohoo...! its my company's empress, melody's bday.

aft wrk, we met at pub riverine nearby clarke quay. onli pp who came are serene, agnes, san, myself & of cos e bday gal. other colleagues were afraid tt dey cant wke up fer wrk tmr.

1st thing melody did wen she saw me was snatchin her bday present. im soso nervous wen she is in e process of openin e present, im afraid i might nt 'pass', as she has a unique taste of hers towards things.

she laughed so hard wen she's openin, she remarked tt evry1 has tt nervous & plslikemypresent kinda face when she open her present. haha. & yayyay! congrats to me, i passed. she love dat mannequin stand & card, e burden finally got away (:

had great chats, drinks & game of pool in btw. durin e last few topics dat we were on, i felt dizziness in my head. vision of mine was blurred & im gettin out of control of my actions. i realized i was seh. wen we was abt to fetch a cab hme, melody realized tt im abit odd, she den realized i was reali seh.

i was not totally drunk, i noe wher am i & wad exactly im doin, jus dat i cant walk & tink properly. poor san vomited in e cab, hope she's fine. i guess i drank too much wit an empty stomach & my illness, resulted in such silly ending. at last managed to rch home, n vomited abit, uncomfortable & partially unconscious, e feelin was terrible, rily terrible. my 1st tym in such horrible state.

tks to dose who hav shown concern, sry to mke u guys wry. i guess im fine nw, i hpe san is fine too by nw. & once agn, hapy bday to melody! ur e woman dat mkes me learnt so many valuable things, & giv me e strength wenever im abt to fall dwn. iloveyou (:

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5:45 PM

tues: went to wrk, 1st thing melody said was she is gonna giv me a small gift as our outlet is e only outlet dat hit our sales target, she asked me wad i want. i said i dun wn anythin, evrybody happy can liao.

aft wrk, san came to look for us at cine, she jio me & melody to go hg plaza to la kopi. den melody suggested to go swensen & eat, im fine wit it since all of us hvn eat, n its been a long tym since we last been dere due to our packed schedule.

dey bth r gr8 jokers, i was laughin while eatin, long time since i had a gd laugh. wen its time to settle e bill, san paid e whole amount 1st den i pass her my share ltr. she pushed e money bck to me. i was confused, n once agn i pushed e money bck to her. unexpectedly, she pushed e money bck to me agn.

i added "siao ar, wad u guys doin?" melody replied "kip ur money la, dis treat is a small gift for u" i was surprised, vry vry surprised. dey r fantastic actresses, i went to withdraw money & dey nv stp me frm doin so, n dey jus went on acting until e bill arrived. although im being deceived, but im reali touched la, thanks guys (:

colleagues at cine: kudos guys! we've did it! ganbatte for e upcomin mths (:

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3:48 PM

i saw your face today in the face of a stranger,
but when i looked again,
you were not there anymore.

i heard your voice today in the middle of a crowd,
i turned around to listen,
but did not hear a sound.

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3:59 PM